Been Awhile
sry tumbler…left the needle on the record…but im back now, yet still as i have been. What was once my home;full of happiness, is now nothing more than white walls…dirty white walls. I’m procrastinating moving out, I don’t want too. My soul wants to stay..I’m scared it might. erggghhhh! My childhood taught me to love lightly, that everyone i will grow to love, will grow with, then lose but eventually replace. I’am finally in a position where i wouldnt change a thing, couldnt replace a single friend in my current life, but as life has showed me… the faces always change. Feelings and friendships are hanging on by a string and I’ve learned to not crush any butterflies. LOVE and let Love go. the cycle will continue as long as you can let the past be the past. It’s been awhile since Ive felt these things i feel, but i’am no stranger to them. I will enjoy my 20’s, for passion(with youth) will expire.So let’s take the town, lose a fight, stand up, stand out. dream big.. with your eyes wide open.
