November 2009
1 post
“cause i was high when i wrote this, so suck my dick”
– slim shady/marshall mathers/eminem
October 2009
9 posts
N (O n e) LOVE
My heart is to big, wish i didnt give a fuck
I know that lifes to short to just be givin it up
its like i walk this town, with a sign on my head
1 grand to any nigga that can bring me in dead.
i try and fit this puzzle, but the pieces they stray.
i keep my good friends close, and my foes away.
I got the knots for my nuse, keep it hanging around
so when the shit hits the fan, i can pull it...
“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start....”
– Charles Bukowski
Im White Your Wrong
1st verse, still rainin, since i got outta bed
Im devastated from the way that , everything is so wet.
I watch the fairly odd parents just to pass on the time
but mothafuck its still just rainin outside….
Well Im white your wrong, I wont be fallin from the top
I got the Hip Hop crown and now im moving on to pop
then on to, modern rock, folk, latin, then trance.
and an emmy for each cd...
“I’ll tell you in another life, when we are both cats”
– penelope
woke up in a cave
I fell asleep in my bed, woke up in a cave.
My eyesight was blurred from the lack of light but as i walked,
I realized i knew the way.
The intensity of the darkness started to dwell on me. to much of anything is bad.
But i figured that in most experiences,
we all live in the dark. We walk around as if we know who or where we are. I believe those very questions can only be answered in the...
Been Awhile
sry tumbler…left the needle on the record…but im back now, yet still as i have been. What was once my home;full of happiness, is now nothing more than white walls…dirty white walls. I’m procrastinating moving out, I don’t want too. My soul wants to stay..I’m scared it might. erggghhhh! My childhood taught me to love lightly, that everyone i will grow to love,...
August 2009
3 posts
G.I. Blow
woke up at 9 30 today! that in it’s self is pretty amazing. unfortunatly it was to see G.I. Joe with zach and bill. considering we only payed 6 dollars a piece, i’d say it wasnt so much a waste of money as it was a waste of 3 more hours of sleep. Unless you enjoy bad acting and mediocre action, the best thing to come out of that movie was Snake Eyes, and i still can’t bring...
wheredidigowrong
now i see why you left everything with me. When i hear your name i see your face. i havnt even realized it until now. its not the realization that i still love you, but that i loved you so much. as much as i know you had to erase me to start clean, i cant throw out my old life, now stuffed away in the attic. Letters, Pictures, too many memories to bury. Youve moved on, as have i but not to new...
zach attack
Now that my days are filled watching my little brother i have adopted a few new daily rituals. One of which I enjoyed a lot in the beginning, but trust me, as catchy and smooth michael jackson is, his 15 minute music videos will steer you towards suicidal thoughts, especially when they seem to be on an 8 hour repeat. Even when we leave the house he still sings “P Y T!” and “You...
May 2009
4 posts
I awoke on the floor today, again.
It’s my bodies unconscious tomb.
blanket-less, pillow-less, and fully clothed.
I guess some might find it weird when one prefers ‘passing out’
to ‘falling asleep’
To be completely truthful i could careless where my body takes me
in it’s sleep, because i still dont dream.
Smash #1 hits don’t come to me in vivid...
Don't 'Poe' too much to drink!
“The true genius shudders at incompleteness - and usually prefers silence to saying something which is not everything it should be.”
I was reading a biography passage on Edgar Allen Poe and couldn’t help but to feel like nothing in this world is obtainable without pain.
““Widow. The word consumes itself.”
“Dying is an art, like...”
– Sylvia Plath
1932-1963
February 2009
5 posts
January 2009
2 posts
“When God closes a door, he opens a window”
JH”
– recieved via text message 1-9-09
December 2008
11 posts
Christmas Time to Rhyme
Christmas is here, got no time to waste.
doing last minute shopping on the holidays.
Playing catch up baby, havnt bought any gifts
guess i dont give a fuck about your christmas list.
ima spend all my money on the trees i smoke
maybe sell a dime bag so i dont stay broke.
everybodys in a panic, running wild on the street
while im chilin in the pad until the bong is beat.
so many damn people...
Twinsations
Today i impersonated my twin brother Shae, and called out of work for him. We ate at El Salto’s and ordered identical meals. In fact it’s the same meal we get everytime we eat there. Once we got back to my house i suffered a 21-20 loss to Shae in Nerf basketball, turned him onto Tumblr, got a little tipsy, and i will end the night on 98 rock.
THEE BAND →
Nighttum
We lost our minds, togeather.
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck.
” I cant shake, I cant shake this, and it feels like its pointless, running away.”
and as much as i should take my own advice….. weed has it’s stranglehold on me. For now though, i continue to say “fuck it, I’m young” but its just bringing me back to square one .
Fuck it, I’m young.
“Another Thursday in the bag, and I’ve come to realize that I live for my...”
– KH
“and i know, what must change. Fuck my face, fuck my name. They are brief and...”
– Conor Oberst
In Order of Appearance
Woke up. At 3 pm of course. Played ball. Owned of course. Walked home. Rained of course. Had the king, yet the king always has me. and i mean ALWAYS!!!!!