“ cause i was high when i wrote this, so suck my dick ”
slim shady/marshall mathers/eminem
N (O n e) LOVE
My heart is to big, wish i didnt give a fuck
I know that lifes to short to just be givin it up
its like i walk this town, with a sign on my head
1 grand to any nigga that can bring me in dead.
i try and fit this puzzle, but the pieces they stray.
i keep my good friends close, and my foes away.
I got the knots for my nuse, keep it hanging around
so when the shit hits the fan, i can pull it right out.
they say youve got one love, but you just gotta wait…
but by the time she come around, she’ll be one minute too late.
but ima live it in the seconds, when my life feels great
and hold tight to the things, cause good love will wait.
I got a phrase for every feeelin, bumpin out of my chest,
to keep my close boys standin, as i fall with the rest.
“ If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you’ll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you’re going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods. And the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It’s the only good fight there is. ”
Charles Bukowski
Im White Your Wrong
1st verse, still rainin, since i got outta bed
Im devastated from the way that , everything is so wet.
I watch the fairly odd parents just to pass on the time
but mothafuck its still just rainin outside….
Well Im white your wrong, I wont be fallin from the top
I got the Hip Hop crown and now im moving on to pop
then on to, modern rock, folk, latin, then trance.
and an emmy for each cd that i put in your hands
I probly sold more copies than my label could print
I got more cash then im willing to spend
ill throw it in, raining money in the club
dont say that K has never shown yall love…..
Invite you to my crib to frame you breaking in
shake your hand then start screaming it was self defense.
as your body bends, around the pressure of my bat
like the bumper of your car im bangin out your fat
they say white boys are whack, well im white your wrong
If Im smooth your rough
and this is my tough love
I win my battles from above
droppin bombs on your heads
could safely say in every state could meet with one of my kids.
my family tree runs so deep
branches broke down from weight
i gots a forest full bitches with my same last name
“ I’ll tell you in another life, when we are both cats ”
penelope
Donnyhood’s last breath
woke up in a cave
I fell asleep in my bed, woke up in a cave.
My eyesight was blurred from the lack of light but as i walked,
I realized i knew the way.
The intensity of the darkness started to dwell on me. to much of anything is bad.
But i figured that in most experiences,
we all live in the dark. We walk around as if we know who or where we are. I believe those very questions can only be answered in the seconds of silence and stillness between, inhale and exhale. I see breathing as living and dying in the same moment. This might be hard to believe seeing that living and dying are said to be opposites, but if you can live every moment as if it’s brand new, breath in life, then exhale life, the darkness in your world wouldn’t matter at all.
Been Awhile
sry tumbler…left the needle on the record…but im back now, yet still as i have been. What was once my home;full of happiness, is now nothing more than white walls…dirty white walls. I’m procrastinating moving out, I don’t want too. My soul wants to stay..I’m scared it might. erggghhhh! My childhood taught me to love lightly, that everyone i will grow to love, will grow with, then lose but eventually replace. I’am finally in a position where i wouldnt change a thing, couldnt replace a single friend in my current life, but as life has showed me… the faces always change. Feelings and friendships are hanging on by a string and I’ve learned to not crush any butterflies. LOVE and let Love go. the cycle will continue as long as you can let the past be the past. It’s been awhile since Ive felt these things i feel, but i’am no stranger to them. I will enjoy my 20’s, for passion(with youth) will expire.So let’s take the town, lose a fight, stand up, stand out. dream big.. with your eyes wide open.
